We All Won't Be 17 Forever

I HATE YOU!!!!

2009-04-18T02:27:00.001-07:00

STUPID IDIOTIC DARREN!!! I HATE U TO THE CORE U BASKET!U THINK UR ATTITUDE VRY GD MEH LET ME TELL U IT ISNT!!!I HATE YOU NOW!!!!!I CANT BELIEVE I USED TO LYK U,MAN I WAS STUPID.LET ME MAKE TIS CLEAR TO ALL 1E4 PPL I HATE DARREN TO THE CORE N TAT"S TAT!

Progress in my life

2009-04-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

K so now English class i hav to sit beside Ding Xiang as if its nt enough sitting in front of him during chinese. Well at least i dun hav to sit beside Darren any more.So i guess the whole world noes hu i lyk now except if u r really clueless u wont noe.FYI is nt frm my class.
K so busy week coz exams comin n im lyk preparing like siao.Guess that's my life.So fights,tears,cries.Pretty much is how this week went.
Seriously im sick of fighting!STOP FIGHTING ALREADY!!!!!!!
Darren if u hate me then let me tell u i hate u too.Stop saying others hav bad attitude look at urself seriously.U say others gossip bt u gossip too!It's always abt u,u n u nt abt others.STOP pushing the blame on Jonathan!U r getting damn irritating. U think u r angry at me doesnt mean i cant be angry wif u?!Screw u,u idiot!U think tat u dun wanna listen to the teacher means others dun wanna listen.U idiot.Stop thinking bout urself think bout others for once plz.U say ppl gossip u gossip too!Stop crtisizing others already.Im nt ur GF any more so i finally have a stand.Too bad 4 u i've move on n i dun care hu u r any more.Im startin to forget ur name n tats gd 4 me.u r becomin a flirt at the same time actually if u didnt notice i notice!ur x-GF moved on n is livin a life on her own without u far away frm ur memory!I HATE YOU!!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE ALREADY!TRANSFER OUT I DUN CARE OK?U didnt give me a damn thing but i cried 4 u,CRIED MY LUNGS OUT U IDIOT FOR WHAT ISNT IT ALL FOR U?Maybe i shld get u a trophy saying the worst BF in the world!I HATE BEING ANGRY AT U BT I CANT TAKE IT ANY MORE.CRYING DOESNT SOLVE THINGS NEITHER DOES FIGHTING so stop being a push over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LISTEN I GOT NTH TO APOLOGIZE BOUT ITS NT MY FAULT THAT U R A JERK!!!!I DUN NID U IN MY LIFE ANY WAY SO GET OUT. I DUN CARE WHETHER U TRANSFER OUT OR NT JUZ GET OUT!!!!!DO WAT U WAN BT DUN COME CRYING TO ME IF U HAV PROBLEMS!U WERE SPECIAL IN FACT VRY VRY VRY SPECIAL TO ME NT NOW K?I HATE U OUR LOVE STORY ENDED!!!!!

2009-03-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

Juz came back frm Camp 2 days ago n netball traing yesterday.

Wow camp wasn't tat gd...Met some new frenz like Benton,Watermelon,Papaya,Mr Calm,Preston,Fann,Boon Ek,blah blah blah.Wow Benton,Watermelon,Papaya and Mr Calm are funny!Overview of 3 days....here goes:

1st day reached school at 0645 i guess didnt bother to look at the time.Waited,waited,waited finally we were assigned to groups.Hooray im in the same grp as Evan,Winnie,Sarah,Syahirah,Hazellyn n Rachel!Our grp is called Sentosa.Wow Sentosa rocks!!!

It was Chinese day so we had to eat chinese food.Man the carrot cake sucks...but the eggs rocks:).Blah blah blah time for lunch.Suddenly got new face.Ask tat guy he wat CCA...wow another Scouts haiz too bad i quit scouts.Haha.The guy's name is Benton then beside him got this guy call See Gwang or Watermelon.Haha...Then have campfire preperation.Sarah n i had to lead the banner cheer.Haiz sure no voice after tmr.K so far so gd.Shower time.OMG the queue is like 1metre long!How the hell am i gonna bath.What's worst is tat Mdm Foong onli open 1 toliet that we can shower in.Wow tat sucks.Suddenly when we were kinda inside the toliet the GLs came.haiz...Mrs Wong came in ask those wif long hair to wash their hair in the basin.Shit i have long hair...too bad...basin here i come.Jing Ru offered to help Sarah n I press the tap.K maybe she's nt tat bad.Sry to her any way guess i let jealousy get in my way....K back to camp.After the shower we had to sleep.Wait a minuts sleep wif our hair still wet seriously they an us to get blind or a stroke rite,making us sleep wif our hair still wet.Haiz used my Zinc bag as my pillow n man it was uncomfortable!

Before i knew it time to wake up...i didnt even slept!Shit la!Haiz how i miss my bed :'(.Second day and its Tamil day!Had roti prata for breakfast if i rmb cleary they oso gave us apple.Benton ask me how to eat the apple wif the skin n i said juz put it in ur mouth :).K blah blah blah...Lunch time!Ate some indian food n banana.Sarah went on to say tat Watermelon have no banana wow how Benton,Sarah,Papaya(Watermelon' s long lost friend) n i was laughing lyk mad!haha.K blah blah blah CAMPFIRE!!!!Change of plans though no more banner cheer now banana dance,some weird thing i cant rmb the name of and Hey Banja.Haha made Ming Xuan join us man its weird coz 1. he is sec 2 and 2. he is frm hawk nt Swift.YAY!!!Swift get to bathe first!!!Yes finally!Blah Blah Blah n last day!Yay bye bye horrible food,bye bye sleeping on the floor n bye bye Preston n Denmark(hu still is at the wrong continent/country)!YES YES YES!Wat i've been lookin for home.Man Sentosa was close to getting the third prize we got 4th place damn it juz 18points n my grp could have won!After all tat crazy things Evan,Sarah,Joanne,Wei Heng n I decided to go KFC eat.Wow food nvr taste so gd!

Tat's pretty much wat happened.Haiz juz now on MSN chatted wif Zhi Jun he say my MSN pic vry pretty i said thx then he say really vry pretty then i was lyk i said thx....He helped me for 1 of the Chinese e-assignment n i got full marks.Wats better he noe tat Joanne vry sad coz he said he dun like...love her.To Joanne if she's reading tis:Dun be sad k?K he then say y Joanne lyk him there's more better lookin guys then him in the class n then he said Sithu's name.I waslyk Sithu has a GF already....k then he ask me things like do u still lyk Darren then i replied he n i nt yet break so of coz i still lyk him.:)

Well i hope Darren comes home soon coz i cant take another day without him by my side.Love u guys!!!

Hate my life already

2009-03-11T02:15:00.000-07:00

What's wrong wif todae n yesterday?Well everything actually.
1)Jasmine,Joanne,Michelle,Evangeline,Germaine,Rachel,Wynn(nt really) all diao me.Wat the hell did i do im juz nt in the mood this few days k?
2)Didnt talk to Darren 4 like the 2nd day already so now i emo until like crazy.
3)Maggie became my best friend so that was a little awkard at first but nt really now.
4)Cried today without anyone noticing in the morning-guess tats gd?
5)Somebody called me yesterday but hang up the phone before i can even guess who it is.
so pratically im totally different frm what i was in the past.Guess i nid time to recover myself.So seriously how the hell am i gonna stop myself frm being emo?Haiz guess i gotta juz live my life.

Overcoming it all

2009-03-07T08:33:00.000-08:00

K more bout the relationship tat i hope will survive.I hope Darren read this.Guess its no one's fault in our relationship.I promised i wont break in the other blogs so i better keep my promises n dun break.Anyway if i break i'll cry even more so better dun break.Jasmine said tat i act as if i cant live without u guess she's rite.I cant live without u.Rachel actually believe when i said i dun lyk u anymore,seriously im a damn bad liar.She fell for it anyway.Ding Xiang is sick wif a fever of 38 degrees.Haha scold me mad woman now he sick.Haiz things is starting to get better but cant tell yet coz the relationship may not survive.But hopefully Darren and i can overcome it n stay in the relationship.Thks to all those tat actually kinda match made us.but the history of our relationship may be the most fairytale like love story ever.I wont deny i didnt noticed Darren durin the orientation n Week 1-3 of school.Until week 4 when i really became ur friend.Saturday of the same week u confess.Shld have save tat converse....haiz.1 month 1 week 2 days le.Kinda the longest relationship i've been in.Thks again to all those tat kinda match made us.Mostly thks to Ding Xiang coz if i wasnt friend wif Ding Xiang i would have nvr met Darren.So thks to evryone hu helped us!Love ya'll!

Happy birthday Shu Min and Sharon Ng

2009-03-07T08:21:00.000-08:00

Worst week of my life ya still is but two frenz of mine is celebrating their b'dae todae!
Shu Min is officially 15 and Sharon Ng(Mayflower Sec) is officially 13 happy b'dae to both of them!!!

So far my life sucks....

2009-03-07T06:59:00.000-08:00

Seriously if u ppl still dunnoe hu im talkin bout then to be honest...Him is actually Darren.I mean the Darren in my secondary school in case my primary school friends thought is the other Darren-Darren Tan(hu still owes me my stationary back n an apology for throwing my bag out of our class which was at the 4th level onto the first storey of our primary school not to mention breaking my pens!)K back to reality...
Note to Darren:K i noe i noe someone else like u too ya but seriously if this is commitment to u i think i rather not be in it even though i still love you like a whole 1000% out of 100%.We've been together for bout 1 month 1 week 2 days n everything is breaking down it seems.Nothing's going right for us.Dunno how may times i cried myself to sleep as if im some girl hu nid to go 4 counseling(which i rather not).Crying is not a solution i noe but seriously i have never loved someone so much in my life.What's worst is that Mrs Yau put us sitting next to each other during English class.That sucks,it really really does.Why in the world did Maggie prayed 4 us to sit next to each other?Actually i nvr thought bout getting into another relationship after 2 failed relationship with 2 vry different ppl.Thought u will change my mind but i guess not.Now i cant get over it,i cant get over u,i cant let go of u,i cant even believe its over.Likei isaid English have to sit nxt to you.Damn hoping there won't be any more English lesson this yr coz i dun feel like talking to u any more.Scared i'll burst into tears juz talking to u.
I read some1's blog today-the "someone" hu likes Him,she actually said in her blog"kays...****** to ******,dun so crazy can now dey lyk hate u lehs.dun tink ur good cause ur not!ur nt wat u tink u are!ur jus nt tat good!" She oso said tat she scared our class-1E4,will get angry at her.Bt in reality,ALL the GIRLS in my class already hate her,but the boys continues flirting wif her.She spoiled MY relationship which equals to my life.
So the worst week of my life just got even more worst juz when i thought it wont.

The worst week of my life!!!!

2009-03-07T00:58:00.000-08:00

This week started quite OK until Wednesday which was E-learning day.Com kena virus like hell all thks to MSN.Tat day FINALLY ended.
Thursday sucks more!Hiaz...During english class, Mrs Yau changed our places.She put me next to Him.I damn nt happy yet happy coz he's starting to be a real flirt n he is sooo nt the guy i fell in love wif coz the guy i fell in love wif was not a flirt!After recess when we were in the hall i think either Konstance or Maggie showed me my geography CA1 marks!I got 84.5/100!Good to get me the third position in class with Weijie.During Science class,our physics teacher,Mr Teh, showed us our CA1 marks i got like 72.5 or something like tat.Coz he sits behind beside me,he told me ****** like him most out of all the guys in my class.I was like damn unhappy!Then last period Mother Tongue teacher made us do compo.After a while she show us our common test marks.i was even more unhappy then coz i failed my mother tongue CA1 n got like the fifth last position in my class!I hav nvr failed chinese sia!I almost cried when i saw the result then Rachel ask me not to be sad le so i tried to be happy.
Friday was cross country day!Tat day onli got 3 periods of school heng arh,dunnit to c Mrs Lau!So we had Geography where we still sit in our register number,hated it.After Geography we had reading class or something with Miss Bridget.Dunno wat's wrong wif her today so fierce!She say we gettin new Reader's Digest so we can leave the February issue at home.Recess went to the Health And Wellness thing again.Mr Lee told us today only talking our weight coz he wanna let us rest for cross-country later that afternoon.Took my weight n i lost 2kg!Jas took her weight again but dunno y on Thursday when she take her weight she was 46kg but when she took her weight again on Friday she was 28kg.After tat we rushed up to the hall.Mdm Fong said ALL sports CCA members must go to sch today for flag day.Damn surprised coz no one told u bout tat.Later the home econs teacher which i cant quite rmb her name said tat some sec 2 ppl nvr fill in their students' profile form properly.She called out ******'s name n me n my cuz,Wynn,hu was sitting nxt to me shouted "YES!"Heng ****** nvr saw us if nt we die le.After all tat we went for Science class which is project room today so it's the classroom.Sian still sitting according to our register number!Me n Kah Yeng(Kaya) was like drawing ****** draw until vry ugly then we were laughin like hell!Then Mr Teh said something bout Meniscus he say it is not pronounced us miniskirt.If its pronounced us miniskirt then wont we have to look under the miniskirt other then then meniscus?!Then the whole class burst into laughter then Kaya told me tat ****** does tat lookin under the miniskirt thing n we laughed like mad women.Finally 1115 lessons end!Me n Rachel(Rach) decided to go AMK hub.When we were goin saw Jonathan(Jon) n Him ask them wanna follow or not then Him say that ****** asked him to go eat wif her but Jon said he wanna go so we follow him go.When we reached AMK hub we said gdbye to Jon coz he wanna go home play com he told me n Rach to call him at like 1300 then we go bac sch together.So me n Rach went to eat at Mos Burger i ate a fish burger n she ate fries.After eating we went to buy blueberry ice-blended bubbletea then made our way to Minitoons n bought matching keychains tat differs in colour-mine is black n her's is purple.After shopping we went to Jon n Joanna's hse.Lost our way halfway n by the time we reached there we were dead tired.Jon later ran into the lift wif his little bro,Joe,leavin me n Rach at the lobby.We had to call him n ask him which level he live at.he said he lived on the 18th level when we reached there he made us ran all the way to the 21st level n down to the 19th level when we eventually reached his hse.At like 1345,Jon,Rach n I left for sch.When we were in the bus we saw Xi Qing walking at the Peirce holding site then the 3 of us laughin like hell.Jon made us got off the bus 1 stop b4 the sch gate then we had to walk all the way to sch.When it seems like forever it was finally 1435 so all went up to the hall.Later hall giv us briefing.Went down again then we had to cheer.Hawk was the first to cheer followed by my hse-Swift,then Eagle n finally Falcon.Finally can run le!Me,Josephine,Kaya,Joanna n Yee Jia decided to run together.When we started to run at the starting we lost Joanna then halfway lost Kaya.When Josephine,Yee Jia n I were in the middle they couldnt catch up so i ra na head of them n in the end ran by myself.At like 5/8 of the run saw a short guy tat looked like Jesse chased after tat guy n realise tat really IS Jesse.Then at like 3/4 of the run saw Ding Xiang n we ran together he said Jon comin so he chiong n left me runnin alone.After a while heard Jon call me so i chiong all the way.When i was running in front of Bishan Park Secondary,****** asked me to run faster.Actually ****** didn't hav 2 run coz she was the road martial or something.She ask me run faster,i actually felt like shouting at her:"If its so easy to run 3.2 km then y dun u run.I think if u run u will drop dead on the floor!"But i didn't shout at her of coz she prefect leh later booked me then kbena more demerit points.FINALLy run finish le came in 109th position...sad sia.But wateva la nxt yr try again coz failure is a step closer to sucess.After everything saw Winnie,Nikki and Clarisse we went to find Mdm Foong to ask her bout the flag day.She told us tat is onli 4 Sec 3 so haha dunnit go.Went to bus stop together saw Jesse n Ding Xiang,congratulated Jesse for getting the 6th place.Later saw 163 wanted to go up but there was like damn alot of ppl so Clarisse,Nikki,P.T,K n Chen Yen decided to take the nxt bus.Took like 1/2 hour for another 163 to come.Sian on the bus chatted wif P.T.K after a while i nid go down le so went down lor.
Guess tat's the way this week ended.It was definitely the worst week of my life!

I will nvr break i promise

2009-03-04T15:00:00.000-08:00

Basically all my friends hate him but i love him instead.It's been onli abt 1 month n we hav been thru lots of things the gd the bad.Its actually vry hard to live wif all the pain n emotion breakdowns .Many ppl will be like hu's is the Him,well Him is actually someone vry special too me.N his REAL/BIRTH name is actually listed in one of my blog titles.Happy searching.
K back to the blog.I nvr wanna sae gdbye again n u owe me a Valentine's day present n u noe it so dun deny n sae u forgotten to giv n wat so ever.Our sec 1 camp is comin bt unfortunately ur nt goin...so sad 4 me i guess.U got top in our class 4 Maths n Chinese while im like startin to fail everything.Haiz....love IS hard n my frenz r like scolding me blind 4 fallin 4 u.Bt seriously if u have not confess to me,there would not have been a US.So glad tat u confessed...

-I love you then,I love you now and I'll love you FOREVER!!!-

E-learning Day

2009-03-04T14:00:00.000-08:00

Today is E-learning day which means that we stay at home n use com 4 our lessons!
Most ppl in my class onlined and when i say most ppl i mean:Me, Darren, Kah Yeng(KaYa), Jesse, Joanne, Jonathan, Joanna, Zhi Jun, Josephine, Jasmine, Evangeline, Wynn, Lynette, Novalia, Michelle, Konstance, Germaine, Dylan, Ofure, Maggie, Rachel, Ding Xiang.
Geograpy teacher actually forgotten to post the homework n the whole class was like searching like crazy.
Dunno whether i shld ask him what i wanna ask him i guess better not ba.But i badly wanna ask....guess now nt a gd time to ask.
Overview of MSN today.....
1)Darren n Jesse spam n my com lagged
2)Jon ignored me on MSN
3)Total of like 10 ppl were in one small conversation
4)Added Sarah,Desiree,Hannah into my contact list

Guess that's all ba.....

COMMON TEST RESULT!!!!!

2009-03-03T15:13:00.000-08:00

Common test result is release!Here's my damn low marks:
Mother Tongue-Chinese:Compo:59/100
Paper 2: 17/35(FAIL!!!)
Science:Bio part:15/25
Physics/Chem:11/15
Mathematice:22/30
Geography:33/40
Home Econs:27.5/40

That's all the result i noe...so too bad ba.
Stupid damn result gonna get killed for sure!
Too bad for me i guess.

What happened was not my plan n nt my fault!!!!

2009-02-24T22:30:00.000-08:00

K today well Rachel cried.This is what i noe bout the fight.
Science class rite?Ya.So i change place wif Rachel so tat i can sit nxt to Jasmine n near Him.Coz i change place Rachel now sits in front of Wynn and Evangeline.Rachel threatened to tranfer school so watever la.Then Wynn told Rachel bout me-y i sad n y she flirt wif Him.End of lesson.Evan ask Rachel:" Why you flirt with ******(Him)?"Rachel said:"I never!" and burst into tears.And that's when me, Wynn, Evan, Germaine and Jasmine became like the baddies when it is like not our fault!
Funny thing was how can me, Jas and Ger be involved in the damn fight we were not even near them n we didnt noe anything until Wynn n Evan told us what happen.
We-Me,Jas n Ger didnt do anything seriously.U can put the blame on us bt in our heart we noe tat its nt our fault n we werent even involved in the fight!Stupid idiotic fight.We used to be great friends untill all comes down.Seriously whenever we make up n b frenz again,we'll fight n all will be destroyed.So clearly nth's workin out for the 6 of us.Won't deny ur his best frien n i'll hav to respect his decisions coz he respects mine.I noe u all will say his nt a good bf but i cant control my emotion n i'll nvr breakup wif him n tats tat.So tat's all i have to sae.
Adios~

WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT DARREN?!?!?!

2009-02-21T00:54:00.000-08:00

U nvr believe me juz HER!!!She's nt the type of girl tat u think she is!She can NVR be trusted.U b came a different person when she n i b came frenz again...y the heck do u wan frm me it seems tat its always my fault.Y cant u b frenz wif Joanne again.Dun try 2 put the blame on Joanne,its ur fault coz u r stubborn.Y cant u juz forgive n forget?!U still dun noe how much u hurt me let me tell u it hurts alot!It hurts 4 me to even c u now coz everytime i c u i feel like crying coz u nvr seem to care bout me.Wat the hell did i do to deserve this?!If u dun like me anymore juz tell me k?

P.S.I dun hate u n i nvr will but i guess 'we' will never b the same again.N i will nvr wanna forget u.Still love you k?

To tat person tat say i "confessed" to Sithu :Stop saying u didnt coz someone(dun wanna ruin the person's image)told me it was u so stop denying!B coz of u everything is WRONG!!!Y cant u shut ur mouth up, Sithu is like a older bro to me nth more.STOP SAYING UR SRY COZ U R NOT!!!Y CANT U JUZ GET OUT OF MY LIFE?!

Friday The Thirteen

2009-02-14T20:08:00.000-08:00

Today woke up at 0400 am.Dunno wat's wrong wif me.Haiz when back to sleep,sleep for a good extra 1hr and 45mins.Took my Peirce uniform outta of my closet and went to the toliet to wash my face,brush my teeth,change outta my pyjamas(which is like a huge T-shirt and short shorts)into my unifrom and finally tied my hair.Decided today i wanna take the early bus(which is like the 0620 bus)Halfway walking to the bus stop realize my leg damn pain must be from yesterday's intense netball training.When reach the bus stop it was like 0615 wow im early.Saw Natasha my primary school friend hu is now sec 2 in peirce.We took the same bus to school but didn't exactly sit together.

Reach school already 0640!Slowly make my way to the school canteen.When i reach there it was already 0645!Saw Darren,Maggie,Jesse,Daniel and can't remember who else was there already.Sian first period P.E!Heng we doin 4 station.Lucky me!Hahaha!2nd period is Maths so change into half-uni.Mrs Han,our maths teacher, throw us 4 maths worksheet.In the end realize got 2 of the paper is the same so only got 3 worksheet.Suddenly out of no where Jun Han shouted to the teacher "Teacher, he keep calling me chee bai,chee bai"Me and Joanne thought he was just joking but then realize Joel(or black duck) started crying.Sad leh!Mrs han ask Joel to change place to sit beside Xi Qing and Si Thu.Finally peace what i always wanted.

RING!!!Time for recess unfortunately me and Jas cannot go for recess!We had to go to the ISH(Indoor Sport Hall)for Health And Wellness thingy.Hated it!Run run run all we do is run not tired meh?Haiz 1015 must rush up to the hall feeling vry tired.Sigh next period is mother tongue.Test time!hav to sit in register no. means i hav to sit in first row right in front of the teahcer's table.Scariest place in the class.When i finish the test realize still got like 5 mins.Heng finish in time but compo good enough anot?Hopefully is good enough to get me at least 50/100 marks.Last period of the day...Drama!Actually todae got test but teacher postponed the test so now the test is on Monday.My grp nt really helping me wif anything they either say their lines too soft or not freezing properly.Haiz too bad then.

RING again!!!1215 le but still cannot go home must go to our examination homeroom.Mdm Lee(1E4 form teacher and chinese teacher)brief us bout the rules and regulations.No correction tape or fluid can be use,no unauthorised items,so on and so forth.1245 finally we're free!Darren keep asking me for the letter i wrote so no choice le zhi hao give him the letter.After giving him the letter went to the G.O(What all ex-FTPPian called the General Office)to collect the locker form.
Went out of the G.O and saw Darren n his frenz.Ask him whether he getting locker anot he say no.Nvm then.Went home wif Joanne,Toh Ning,Wei Heng n his two so called girlfriends.Joanne went down at Thomson Plaza.Me and Toh Ning saw got 2 empty seats side by side we decided to sit there.Haha.Talk bout how scary netball is and bout Toh Ning's new CCA-Choir.Reach home 1315 le!Sian!Haiz listen iPod until like 2245 decided vry tired wan sleep so went to bed.Haiz thats all 4 todae i guess.

I love him n my BFF love her's

2009-02-14T06:40:00.000-08:00

It's Valentine's day!!!N me n my BFF,Joanne,are goin nuts bout our loves.I like like(or LOVE) him n Joanne love her's.We are two lovesick BFF!Haha im lovesick n im lovin it!I'm nuts n i dun care whether u care anot.

Here's to me n Joanne the two lovesick BFF!!!

Goodnight n Goodbye!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Fave Miley Cyrus' songs and their lyrics

2009-02-13T21:52:00.000-08:00

Link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FhbZrLtvjfo
Song:Goodbye
Artist:Miley Cyrus
Album:Breakout
Lyrics:
I can honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind

Chorus:
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
A memory I want to forget
Is goodbye

I woke up this morning
And played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and than
Put it down 'cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind

Chorus:
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember 'till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
A memory I want to forget

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ring tone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say

You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked 'till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one that you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye
Saying goodbye
Oh, Goodbye

Link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4oSOsW6XAzU
Song:Fly On The Wall
Artist:Miley Cyrus
Album:Breakout
Lyrics:
You don't understand what it is
That makes me tick
But you wish you did
You always second guess,wonder if i say yes
but you just lose out every time
If you only knew what i talked about
When I'm with my friends just hangin' out
Then you'd have the inside scoop
On what to say, what to do
That way when you play the game
Baby you could never lose

Chorus
Don't you wish that you could be a
Fly on the Wall
A creepy little sneaky little
Fly on the Wall
All my precious secrets, yeah
You'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could be a
Fly on the Wall

You'd love to know, the things I do
When I'm with my friends, and not with you
Your always second guess, wonder if
There's other guys im flirting with
You should know by now
If you were my boyfriend, I'd be true to you
If I make a promise, I'm comin' thru
Don't you wish that you could
See me every second of the day
That way you would have no doubt
That baby i would never stray

Chorus:
Don't you wish that you could be a
Fly on the Wall
A creepy little sneaky little
Fly on the WallAll my precious secrets, yeah
You'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could be a
Fly on the Wall

Sung:
A little communication
Well that'll go a long way
You're getting misinformation
Too much hearsay, hearsay

Spoken:
And what i say is come a little closer
And what I'm gonna say is
Don't You
Don't You
Don't You
Don't you wish you were a...Hey!

Chorus:
Don't you wish that you could be a
Fly on the Wall
A creepy little sneaky little
Fly on the Wall
All my precious secrets, yeah
You'd know them all
Don't you wish that you could be a
Fly on the Wall

Link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggl6rzzmN3s
Song:Bottom Of The Ocean
Artist:Miley Cyrus
Album:Breakout
Lyrics:
It's been in the past for a while
I get a flash and I smile
Am I crazy?
Still miss you baby
It was real, it was right
But it burned too hot to survive
All that's left is
All these ashes

Chorus:
Where does the love go?
I don't know
When it's all said and done
How could I be losing you forever?
After all the time we spent together
I have to know why
I had to lose you
Now you've just become
Like everything I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean

Do do do
Do do do do
Do do do do do do do
Do do do do do do do

In a dream you appeared
For a while you were here
So I keep sleeping
Just to keep you with me
I'll draw a map
Connect the dots
With all the memories that I've got
What I'm missingI'll keep re-living

Chorus:
Where does the love go?
I don't know
When it's all said and done
How could I be losing you forever?
After all the time we spent together
I have to know whyI had to lose you
Now you've just become
Like everything I'll never find again
At the bottom of the ocean

Speaking:
This is it
Let go
Breathe

Sung:
You'll have to love me
For me to, baby, ever understand
Just know I love the time that we both had
And I don't ever want to see you sad, be happy
Cause I don't want to hold you
If you don't want to tell me you love me babe
Just know I'm gonna have to walk away
I'll be big enough for both of us to say, be happy

Do do do
Do do do do
(Be happy)
Do do do do do do do
(Be happy)
Do do do do do do do
Be happy
Mmmm....
Be happy

Link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DrQj9jHMcXg
Song:These Four Walls
Artist:Miley Cyrus
Album:Breakout
Lyrics:
These four walls
They whisper to me
They know a secret
I knew they would not keep
It didn't take long
For the room to fill with dust
And these four walls came down around us

Chorus:
It must have been something to send me out of my head
With the words so radical and not what I meant
Now I wait
For a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

It's hard now to let you be
I won't make excuses
I've made my peace
It didn't take long
For me to lose the trust
'Cause these four walls
Were not strong enough

Chorus:
It must have been something to send me out of my head
With the words so radical and not what I meant
Now I wait
For a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

Yeah
It's difficult
Watching us fade
Knowing it's all my fault
My mistake
Yeah, and it's difficult
Letting you down
Knowing it's all my fault
You're not around

Chorus:
It must have been something to send me out of my head
With the words so radical and not what I meant
Now I wait
For a break in the silence 'cause it's all that you left
Just me and these four walls again

Link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TG0FCuHvI8&feature=related
Song:Simple Song
Artist:Miley Cyrus
Album:Breakout
Lyrics:
Wake up
Here I go
Cram it all down my throat
Stomach's so full
That I wish I could choke
7 A.M. my head's
Already in a spin
As soon as I'm out that door
Bam
It hits me like a ton of those red bricks
Can't dig myself out of thisHighest ditch
This madness
I swear sometimes
I can't tell which way is up
Which way is down
It's all up in my face
Need to push it away
Somebody push it away
So all that I can hear

Chorus:
Is a simple song
Sing along now
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la

Mid day
Sun beatin' on the concrete
Burnin' up my feet
Too many cars on the street
The noise
The red
The green
Makes me wanna scream
It's 5 o'clock
Now it's bumper on bumper on bumper
Horn's honkin'
Nobody's lookin' but everybody's talkin'
Just another day
On this highway
I swear sometimes
I can't tell which way is up
Which way is down
It's all up in my face
Need to push it away
Somebody push it away'cause all I wanna hear

Chorus:
Is a simple song
Sing along now
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la

Hey
Sing along now
(La la la la la la la la la )
Sing along
(La la la la la la la la la)
What I'd give
To turn it off
And make it stop
Make it stop
You gotta make it stop
So all that I can hear

Chorus:
Is a simple song
Sing along now
La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la

La la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la
La la la la

Link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3fLY-TyftkA
Song:The Driveway
Artist:Miley Cyrus
Album:Breakout
Lyrics:
After 12, not so well
Won't pretend, it's too soon to tell
What's round this bend?
No disgrace, about face
Anything not to have to chase you down again
You know nothing hurts like loosing
When you know it's really gone
Except for the pain of choosing
To hold too long

Chorus:
I tried it your way
But I got nothing to show
It's been the same, same
And the story's getting old
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
For us it's too late
Let the credits start to roll

A lot to say
But not today
Let the radio break the silence
As we drive
A kiss goodbye
Not this time
Don't remember what about this song
I ever liked
You know nothing hurts like loosing
When you know I'm already gone
Except for the pain of choosing
To hold too long

Chorus:
I tried it your way
But I got nothing to show
It's been the same, same
And the story's getting old
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
For us it's too late
Let the credits start to roll

I thought maybe we were getting somewhere
But we're still nowhere at all
I watched your tail lights fadingI try but it still won't fall
I remember what it feels like to know love
And have it taken away
Can't think of what I've learned right now
But I'll be thanking you someday

Chorus:
I tried it your way
But I got nothing to show
It's been the same, same
And the story's getting old
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
For us it's too late
Let the credits start to roll
Let the credits start to roll
So I guess the driveway
Will be the end of the road
End of the road

Sorry...

2009-02-13T12:00:00.000-08:00

Ok it seems tat me n my two frenz hu were in a fight made up.So my apologie go out to them.i didnt really mean all those stuff i wrote i was juz damn pissed off.So sorry!!!Plz accept my apologies,im like damn sorry guys.lets promise we'll nvr fight again!!!Again so sorry!!!

I hate u guys!!!!!F*** u guys!!!

2009-02-07T22:57:00.000-08:00

U guys(u noe hu u guys r) say me n Joanne r flirts when we talk to boys.Then when u guys talk to boy can we call u flirt(s)?!
Stop talking bad bout me behind my backs!If u talk bad bout me behind our backs direct translation u want ppl to talk bad bout u too!
Stop acting like a goody goody two shoes when u guys r not!!!
Stop talking bad bout Yee Jia n Maggie n hu ever else u had talk bad bout!
Stop spreading rumors bout me!-the i like ____ rumor(u think i dunno is u spread the rumor one meh,tats wat i have frenz for)!
To one particular member of the bitches:u had no friends in primary school all ur friends obviously hated u!
Stop pretending tat u guys like me when u obviously hate me!
I hate ur new hair!
Say ppl act cute u ur self oso act!
Stop boasting but ur wealth!
Hate u guys to ur guts!!!
P.S.We all nid frenz tat like us 4 both of our flaws n gdness so if u guys cant see tat then u guys can nvr b a true fren.
P.S.S.If u hate me juz walk away,i dun care!
P.S.S.S.No Comments plz!

Feelings returned?

2009-01-31T23:01:00.000-08:00

Yesterday morning,one of my dars,Wynne,called me juz now.i cant believe wat she said but she told me tat the guy i like oso like me.I was damn surprise coz i nvr thought tat he will like me too!Damn happy sia.

At like 1300 i on this com n online MSN.Leave MSN alone and decided to play kiddy games.Later at about 1400 he called me and told me that he was bored n decided to call me.He told me later he then call me again coz he is not at home but at Tomson Plaza(which is like 3 stops away from my secondnary school).He called me for like 3 time until 1600 or 1700 we decided to really put down the phone.

When he reached ome he on com n online MSN once he saw tat im online he start a conversation with me on MSN.At like 2100 he told me tat he wanna ask me something.After like a while he saw he dun wanna ask me le.i begged him until 10pm he still like dun wanna ask.So i told him if he dun wanna ask me then tomorrow in school he will have to tell me face to face and tat i hav to offline he ask me not to offline so i online for a little longer.He still didnt ask me but instead told me he like like me so i was damn happy!I told him "what if i tell u i like u" after that cant rmb wat he said.I told him i really really hav to offline then i offline.

At 2300 he call me!At 2330 he told me he wanna sleep b4 2400 then i told him now already 2330,he replied by asking really?Then at 2345 dunno is his dad or bro ask him put down the phone n go n sleep.He told me bye bye n we put down the phone.

We're not dating or anything we juz hav feelings for each other that's all.Well that's all i hav to say.

CCA,Test,Exam Dates....

2009-01-30T23:01:00.001-08:00

Even after 2 Netball training daes we stil dun noe whether we get in anot.Hopefully i get in coz if i dun i hav to go to Scouts(nt tat i dun like it juz tat i dun think i wil fit in)!Lets juz sae i'll keep my fingers cross.

1st Maths Test of 2009 n i ace it-i got full marks)!Nt sure bout the test my class juz had 300109.Scared i wont pass.Todae juz did another Maths test got 9/10 marks!EL diagnostic test the OE i got 19/35 only!Then juz had Geo test scared i fail....

Exam stress already!!!!!!!!!My exams coming in 3 weeks time!Sian leh!Hope u n i both pass all the test wif flyin colours!

~Adios~

2008 #1(s)

2008-12-31T23:18:00.000-08:00

So MTV asia,Radio 98.7(singapore) and Radio 91.3(singapore) have came up wif the #1 song of 2008!

MTV Asia's #1:Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis

Radio 98.7(Singapore)'s #1: Apologize by One Republic(featuring Timbaland)

Radio 91.3(Singapore)'s #1:Bleeding love by Leona Lewis

Well billboard.com came up with their own lists...here's the winners:
Critic's choice Top 10 albums' #1:Fleet Foxes by Fleet Foxes
Reader's poll Top 10 albums' #1:Circus by Britney Spears
2008 #1:Low by Flo Rida(Feat T-pain)
2008 Top Artist:Chris Brown
2008 #1 Tour:Bon Jovi
2008 #1 R&B/Hip Hop album:As I Am by Alicia Keys
2008 #1 Boxscores:Spice Girls
2008 #1 Country Song:Just Got Started Loving You by James Otto
2008 Hot Ringmasters #1:Lollipop by Lil'Wayne
2008 Hot Didital Songs #1:Low by Flo Rida(Feat T-Pain)
2008 Top Digital Album #1:Viva La Vida Or Death And All His Friends by Coldplay
2008 #1 Latin Album:Wisin vs. Yandel: Los Extraterrestres by Wisin And Yandel
2008 #1 Hot Modern Rock Songs:Let It Die by Foo Fighters
2008 #1 Top Country Artists: Taylor Swift
2008 #1 Hot Modern Rock Artists:Foo Fighters
2008 #1 Top New Artists:Leona Lewis(hahx my fav band,Metro Station,is at lucky no.7)
2008 #1 Top Country Album:LONG ROAD OUT OF EDEN by Eagles
2008 Hot R&B/Hip Hop Songs:Like You'll Never See Me Again by Alicia Keys

American Top 40 2008 year-end chart #1:Bleeding Love by Leona lewis

If i have my own charts(which is based on me,myself and I) it will be like this:
#1 Band Of 2008:Metro Station/Boys Like Girls(Cant decide which band should be first)
#1 Song Of 2008:Shake It(by Metro Station)/Seventeen Forever(by Metro Station)/Thunder(by Boys Like Girls){I juz luv all 3 songz)
#1 Country Artist:Taylor Swift
#1 Top New Artists:Metro Station/NLT(Not Like Them)/We The Kings/Boys Like Girls(All are great)

Ok call me bias if u want bt i juz absolutely luv Metro Station and no i dun care if u dun...Well bt if we look at all the charts(nt including mine coz if i include mine the winner will be Metro Station :))the winner is actually really obvious,it's of coz Leona Lewis!

I miss my primary school friends...

2008-12-31T03:51:00.000-08:00

Im like missing everyone in my Primary 4,Primary 5 and Primary 6 classes.

<4f'06>

(Last Row:Wang Yixuan, Lin Jia Fa, Ryan Thiam Yu Le, Lin Jun Jie, Nicholas King, Muhammad Haziq, Pragyat Rai, Muhammad Zikry Zhi Wei, Ma Sein Wah Wah and Sun Huang Hong Nan.
Third Row:Muhammad Amirul, Pyi Thein Kyaw(P.T.K-He's in my secondnary school class 1E2), Low Louis, Chua Chong Jie, Nazrul Haqim, Keith Wong, See Yi Teik, Fan Ting Wei and Jamie Thomas Kong Ning Ning.
Second Row:Thu Tun, Ma Whu Whu, Me, Annur Murnirah, Cinthya Goh, Dimpal Rai, Nira Rai, Fithonah , Simranpal Kaur, Koh Ching Wen.
First Row:Chang Cheng Mun, Huang Yixuan, Wong Chen Hui, Diana Ng, Eio Ting Ting, Mdm Cheng, Madeleine Lim , Chin Joan, Chua Xin Yu, Clarie Khoo and Sharon Ng

Absentee:Foo Xu Hui)

<5F'07 Fun Shoot>

(Last Row:Koh Ching Wen, Cinthya Goh, Wang Yixuan, Fatin Natasha, Ma Sein Wah Wah, Rupa Pun, Ryan Thiam , Muhammad Zikry, Akil, Lin Jun Jie, Jamie Thomas Kong Ning Ning, Low Louis, Henry Christopher Wijaya, Lin Jia Fa, Pragyat Rai and Qian Jie.
Third Row:Sharon Ng , Pyi Thein Kyaw(P.T.K-He's in my Secondnary School class 1E2), Ahmad Azzam, Keith Wong, Fan Ting Wei, Nazrul Haqim, Muhammad Haziq, Lee Wu Rui and See Yi Teik.

Second Row:Thu Tun, Ma Whu Whu, Me, Ong Wen Wen, Nira Rai and Fithonah.

First Row:Chua Xin Yu, Diana Ng,Eio Ting Ting, Huang Yixuan, Chin Joan, Madeleine Lim, Foo Xu Hui, Mdm Cheng, Annur Murnirah, Simranpal Kaur and Chang Cheng Mun.

Absentee: Wong Chen Hui)

<> Formal Shoot>

(Last Row:Muhammad Zikry, Lin Jia Fa, Denny Handoko Bahar(He's in my secondnary school class 1E1), Henry Christopher Wijaya, Qian Jie, Fatin Natasha, Koh Ching Wen, Wang Yixuan, Rupa Pun and Simranpal Kaur.

Third Row:Lin Jun Jie, Pragyat Rai, Fan Ting Wei, Jamie Thomas Kong Ning Ning, Ahmad Azzam, Nazrul Haqim, Keith Wong, Low Louis, Ryan Thiam, Muhammad Yusof and Pyi Thein Kyaw(P.T.K.-He's in my secondnary school class 1E2)

Second Row:Ma Sein Wah Wah, Thu Tun, Cinthya Goh, Me, Diana Ng, Foo Xu Hui, Naw Die Be(Debbie), Chua Xin Yu, Chang Cheng Mun, Annur Murnirah, Ma Whu Whu and Dela Cruz Angelika Aquino.

First Row:Sharon Ng, Wong Chen Hui, Chin Joan, Madeleine Lim, Mdm Cheng, Eio Ting Ting, Nira Rai,Huang Yixuan and Dimpal Rai.

Absentee:Ong Wen Wen.)

<6g'08>

(Last Row:Lin Jun Jie, Muhammad Zikry, Lin Jia Fa, Henry Christopher Wijaya, Muhammad Yusof, Denny Handoko Bahar(He's in my Secondnary School class 1E1), Pyi Thein Kyaw(P.T.K-He's in my secondnary class 1E2), Koh Ching Wen , Fatin Natasha, Wang Yixuan, Keith Wong and Nazrul Haqim.

Fourth Row:Pragyat Rai(looking dumb), Annur Murnirah, Ahmad Azzam and Ryan Thiam.

Third Row:Jamie Thomas Kong Ning Ning, Low Louis, Fan Ting Wei, Me, Madeleine Lim, Diana Ng, Chua Xin Yu, Chang Cheng Mun, Naw Die Be(Debbie), Nira Rai and Ma Whu Whu.

Second Row:Wong Chen Hui, Cinthya Goh, Sharon Ng, Foo Xu Hui, Mdm Cheng, Simranpal Kaur, Eio Ting Ting, Huang Yixuan, Chin Joan, Dimpal Rai and Rupa Pun.

First Row:Thu Tun, Ma Sein Wah Wah and Dela Cruz Angelika Aquino.

Absentee: Ong Wen Wen.)

Twilight Rox!!!

2008-12-19T03:43:00.000-08:00

I went 2 watch Twilight 2dae!!!Funny thing is...there was only 13 other ppl in the cinema!!!It was one of the best movie i've ever watched!!!Bt the bad thing is tat the story was edited...

I went to register my sec sch(Peirce Sec) 2dae.Found out my ex-classmates/ex-schoolmates(Denny,Pyi Thein Kyaw,Xi Qing,Chen Yan,Wei Heng,Farhanah n Si Thu)also were in the same sch!I ended up in the same class as me cuz,Wynn,Si Thu n Xi Qing!=P Pyi Thein Kyaw(Or what he is often called:P.T.K)got into 1E2,Denny in 1E1,Chen Yan in 1E3,Me(wif Wynn,Xi Qing n Si Thu) in 1E4, Wei Heng in 1A1 n Farhanah in 1A4!

Well Congrats to all the ppl hu got into the sch of their choice!~Adios~

Kukut Trip(Part 1)

2008-12-15T00:45:00.000-08:00

Yo guys!!!I juz came back frm Kukut yesterday!I wont sae its a vry bad trip juz bad...-.-We had 2 sit a boat 2 reach there!When we reach there...we like hav 2 sleep in bunk beds(that is exactly the same as the one i slept drin' my P5 camp last year except we had pillows,blanket n mattresses in them!

Dinner was seafood...n i mean loads n loads of seafood!!!Sleep was limited coz my cuz(Darie,Samantha,Xing Jun and Wynn)and I all got a morning call at 08:00!!!When we were abt to leave the place we realize tat there was a "flood",all of us got our shoes dirty!!!Well there are sooo many reasons y i hated tat trip bt i'll leave tat 4 next time.

Adios~

Taiwan Trip(Part 1)

2008-12-12T03:10:00.001-08:00

Hey guys!!!!! Juz came back frm Taiwan...The 1st 2 days quite cold other thanthat the other 5 daes still OK!
Met new frenz,meet new ppl,try new food,get vry little sleep...Quick shout out to the frenz i met there.One of the 7 daes we had a morning call at 5:45! Crazy or what!Dun want 2 wake up still must wake up!!!!

What's worst is that i reached Singapore at around 22:15 bt reached my cuz hse at about
24:00!Juz came bac 2 my hse 2dae.Juz when i thought that the holidae-ing is done,i realiz tat we goin Malaysia tmr n i hav 2 wake up b4 07:00 . Sian la!!!

What's worst?! I lost most of the songz in my IPod!!!!!Well all except those frm my own CD(s)-Metro Station ,Boys Like Girls,Jonas Brothers ,A Little Bit Longer(Jonas Brothers) ,Breakout(Miley Cyrus) ,Spirit(Leona Lewis), Headstrong(Ashley Tisdale), HSM soundtrack ,HSM 2 soundtrack ,Camp Rock Soundtrack ,Jordin Sparks .

Big shoutout to my ex-classmates:Annur , Cheng Mun , Joan , Xin Yu , Ting Ting , Huang Yixuan , Wang Yixuan , Wah Wah , Thu Tun , Whu Whu , Fatin , Angelika , Cinthya , Sharon , Xu Hui , Debbie (Die Be) , Nira , Dimpal , Rupa , Ching Wen , Madeleine , Diana , Wen Wen , Simran , Chen Hui , Wen Wen, Keith , Louis , Lin Jun Jie , Pragyat , Pyi Thein Kyaw(P.T.K) , Jia Fa , Ting Wei , Yusof , Henry , Denny , Ryan , Azzam , Haqim , Jamie , Zikry ,Qian Jie ,Aashita ,Nicole ,Jing Yuan(Dunno y he in the list) ,Hui Cheng ,Sharon Kwanandas ,Ming Jie(Same as Jing Yuan) ,Pei Feng(Same as Jing Yuan and Ming Jie) ,Lisa Lim ,Odelia Seow ,Brandon Teo(even though u dun remember me) ,Jason ,Fithonah N all those i've 4gotten...

ADIOS!